I Am Sad

Our time together is coming to an end..it was inevitable really, but part of me hoped fate would step in and create some unbelievable intervention..we'd win the lottery, or be the sole heirs of a millionaire relative we never knew..
It didn't.
Sort of selfish really..these thoughts. I always said I wanted you to be my opposite-sociable, bubbly, popular, happy., and how is that ever going to be, if I keep you with me til you're 23???
And so I signed the papers and watched the girl carry you round, showing you things you'll play with and learn and enjoy. I know you'll be ok. It's me. I won't..for a while anyway. Silly selfish old woman that I am.
I'm just going to do some self pitying ridiculous blubbing for a while. Be right back 😭

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novembermoon · 51-55

I feel you so much fren. I felt the same and missed the little thing so much the first few days at work. Trust me it will get better. And she will know why you had to do what you did when she's grown up. And no one can ever take your place. If it's anyone else, I can't say, but it's Lemony we're talking about here. Who can take your place, really? 👑 Mommy, go to work and be at peace. The little princess will be waiting for you to pick her up.