I Am Sad
Our time together is coming to an end..it was inevitable really, but part of me hoped fate would step in and create some unbelievable intervention..we'd win the lottery, or be the sole heirs of a millionaire relative we never knew..
It didn't.
Sort of selfish really..these thoughts. I always said I wanted you to be my opposite-sociable, bubbly, popular, happy., and how is that ever going to be, if I keep you with me til you're 23???
And so I signed the papers and watched the girl carry you round, showing you things you'll play with and learn and enjoy. I know you'll be ok. It's me. I won't..for a while anyway. Silly selfish old woman that I am.
I'm just going to do some self pitying ridiculous blubbing for a while. Be right back 😭
It didn't.
Sort of selfish really..these thoughts. I always said I wanted you to be my opposite-sociable, bubbly, popular, happy., and how is that ever going to be, if I keep you with me til you're 23???
And so I signed the papers and watched the girl carry you round, showing you things you'll play with and learn and enjoy. I know you'll be ok. It's me. I won't..for a while anyway. Silly selfish old woman that I am.
I'm just going to do some self pitying ridiculous blubbing for a while. Be right back 😭