I'm sad right now
Just remembering my grandma on what would gave been her 84th birthday. She died in 2013.
I'm also remembering the fact that I'm not close to anyone and everyone has other peopke they'd rather be around than me. Nobody would ever choose me to spend time with when someone better is an option. Life is a popularity contest and I don't win those even amongst my friends. What am I even doing trying to gave friendships in the first place. I shouldn't even be alive.
I'm also remembering the fact that I'm not close to anyone and everyone has other peopke they'd rather be around than me. Nobody would ever choose me to spend time with when someone better is an option. Life is a popularity contest and I don't win those even amongst my friends. What am I even doing trying to gave friendships in the first place. I shouldn't even be alive.
