I sometimes wonder what’s wrong with me.

Everyone out here is on the same boat else we wouldn’t be grieving about it here. Well virtually we get liberty to fake our identity but thats all we can do.

Social difference cant be resolved without efforts

So can everyone. I'm twice your age, I have one friend. Not everyone can be super popular. We like you here!

I know the feeling well

Same, maybe I just have weird tastes, and having trouble to make a proper conversation is just so damn difficult at times.

Maybe you're hanging out with the wrong people. Why are we sometimes so quick to blame ourselves when maybe perhaps maybe they are the ones who are the weirdos. It's their loss because you seem to be a person who is real about their feelings and thoughts as opposed to fake people.

Yeah, it sucks to be in that position. I wish you well on your way out of that. Or at least I wish that you find a few good friends whose company you can enjoy frequently.

you are different, and ppl don’t understand others who are different unless they are like that themselves.

I believe we've spoken. You are genuinely okay. No complaints.