every weekend I commit mental suicide

via alcohol. because I just cannot cope. I don't understand life and the pain it brings. I cannot do this.

So instead of actual suicide...... cheers.

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SW-User

Your "best comment" is perfectly correct! You do what you need to change the situation and make your heart happy. Being in any situation that causes you to feel bad and want to drink the hurt/pain away...that means you need to change it.