every weekend I commit mental suicide

via alcohol. because I just cannot cope. I don't understand life and the pain it brings. I cannot do this.

So instead of actual suicide...... cheers.

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checkoutanytime · 41-45, M

I don't even wait for weekends..

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@checkoutanytime I never said "only" weekends lol. Usually a bottle during a standard working week. In my worst times it was 3 bottles a week.

checkoutanytime · 41-45, M

@HellsBelle I get a 6 pack, of delicious IPA's, if I drink them fine, if not it's more for tomorrow 🤭

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@checkoutanytime IPA?! we cant be friends.

just kidding. but those are strong yeasty mother fckers right? like the bitter taste of burnt coffee mixed with yeast?

checkoutanytime · 41-45, M

@HellsBelle strong, with hints of fruit flavors, soo good, and get me to my happy place. I'm getting thirsty thinking about it..🤔💭,🤪🏖.

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@checkoutanytime well I wont judge if you have one. I started at 8am