every weekend I commit mental suicide

via alcohol. because I just cannot cope. I don't understand life and the pain it brings. I cannot do this.

So instead of actual suicide...... cheers.

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Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

I'm battling with depression in my head.

Its harder than I think and I feel I'll do it someday.