every weekend I commit mental suicide

via alcohol. because I just cannot cope. I don't understand life and the pain it brings. I cannot do this.

So instead of actual suicide...... cheers.

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Alison · 18-21, F

It's a tough habit to break alcohol.
Anyways have fun, I can't criticise.
Want some alcohol music?

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@Alison 😁 yes I love alcohol music. when Im wasted I literally only listen to music

Alison · 18-21, F

@HellsBelle depressong shit or up shit?

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@Alison always up shit lol

Alison · 18-21, F

@HellsBelle [media=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ctuNkG611U]

Alison · 18-21, F

[media=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0knYHhZETGs]

Alison · 18-21, F

Oh the sound here makes no sense till u least 3/4 of a bottle down. Spirits I mean *laughs*.

[media=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRIB7W1OlbA]

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@Alison ooh guns and roses? interesting choice

Alison · 18-21, F

@HellsBelle nighttrain just gets that vibe as u keep chasing that buzz.

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@Alison I take it you drink too?

Alison · 18-21, F

@HellsBelle I quit. I was kinda hardcore tho.

Like one morning I wake up, massive headache, look over at my desk:
Empty vodka bottle And like another half empty, said oh well that explains the headache.
Get up eventually and yep had a massive gash in head, God knows how it happened.