every weekend I commit mental suicide

via alcohol. because I just cannot cope. I don't understand life and the pain it brings. I cannot do this.

So instead of actual suicide...... cheers.

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SW-User

I’m sorry to hear you’re hurting … maybe go swimming on the weekend … it’s relaxing and you meet new people 🌷

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@SW-User for the past 7 months its hard to even leave my apt. I have a swim spot I want to go to but, I always wake up hungover. its so hard to stop when I feel that there is nothing else. Ive had the best of life and the worst. I dont think I will get lucky again to get the best. life has spent me

SW-User

For me personally it’s all about seeing things through a different pair of eyes … i know how exercise can change my vision’

Please don’t despair.

Maybe think of it as a holiday … yes you’re indulging but you know you’ve got better options long term.

🌷

@HellsBelle

HellsBelle · 36-40, F

@SW-User yes I like that idea. taking a "holiday" mental break. good way to look at it.

SW-User

😌👍🏼@HellsBelle