I am crying out louder..

Now I'm realising The boy I loved so much turned out to be the one dog bastard.
But what should I do with my heart?As if my whole body is burning in the fire, it is so annoying.
The problem is that he likes fancy love instead of true love.
He is a huge dumbo.
Still loving him alot.. But now I am not going to get his hands.
It's enough now.