Just did the mistake of reading old texts.

Now it makes me kinda miss him (with emphasis on kinda).

It’s a trap, I know.
It’s not helping, I know.
I’m just remembering the illusion, I know.

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Deceased · M

Something similar happened to me a month ago. Found old texts and when I saw one that was just a random message she sent me one noght saying "I love you baby" I broke down as the flood of good memories of everything I missed broke through the emotional dam. I was not okay for sometime after.

mindstruggle · 31-35, F

@Deceased omg I’m so sorry. How are you now?

Deceased · M

@mindstruggle still not great. But little by little getting through my hell.