i just dreamt about my ex bestie for the first time in a good while
we went on vacation together. her family was at a different hotel but she and i shared a room. we went to the lobby gift shop where we playfully threw toys at eachother.
went to go meet up with her family to start sight seeing. they traveled separately to the destination after we got seperated from finding a litter of puppies. then i hopped on her shoulders while she rollerbladed to where we would meet the fam lmaoo
the last time i dreamt about her i yelled at her. i told her how bad she hurt me and i got it all off my chest- said everything i needed to say to her. raised my voice and cried. and it did not make me feel any better. i woke up, and it ended up being all the closure i needed. until then i would sometimes lose sleep over how much i missed her and how bad she hurt me. i'd wonder if she even cared about what she did to me, or in what way she could possibly twist the story to make me some sort of villain
since that dream, if the details of the last couple years of our friendship crossed my mind, i'd be like "oh yeah that sucked" lol but i really had been able to let go.
it's nice to have a good dream about her after these months of not thinking about her.
our friendship may have ended but not the love 🙂↕ certainly not on my end, at least.
