Ever since I started taking the meds properly
I have been having some absolute worst nightmares.
They are long and really traumatizing, though they have some really beautiful parts in them too.
Last night's was that I was at a Home Depot with my kids and my ex husband, ehich, for some reason, I had just remarried the day before. He became awful, telling me that he was literally not going to pay for anything and that the survival of the family was completely up to me. And if I even threatened a divorce, he would immediately instruct him attorney to set forth the worst divorce possible.
Somehow, I fell asleep at the store, started a physical fight with an older man, lost my phone and my pack that had my things in it, and my husband had left with the kids.
I started walking home when my husband showed up and started an argument with me while telling me not to fight in publiv with him. Then we met up with these guys who were upset at the physical altercation with the older man and were threatening me. My husband stepped in and started telling the apparent leader of the group about his times in war where he killed people, which had never happened. The leader became enamored and asked to meet up for more stories.
We walked away and I was upset at the stolen valor my husband was claiming, but we had to go to a wedding party set up by "The Aunties", so we quickly got ready.
The Aunties were three African American women who were older and very well off and connected. They had a lavish dinner for us. The leader of the group of men was there, hanging on every word my husband said. As he was distracted, I told one of the Aunties my problem. She walked away and another Auntie came up and gave me a piece of paper with an attorney to call, saying this was the best that she could do, but was certain he would help. I thanked her gratefully.
Then my husband was taken to the "Honeymoon Sweet" and I was told there would be a blessings ceremony for me.
This was a lovely ritual. Each of the Aunties sat on wooden thrones and said a blessing for me. Then this bunny, white and very fluffy with light pink and blue markings on its head in the a symbol that kept changing appeared. It toched each Auntie with its nose and gave a blessing. Then it was my turn. The bunny gave me a curious regard, then touched its nose to me and I suddenly felt very hopeful, strong and that I would succeed. I thanked the bunny and bowed.
After, I went to the Honeymoon suite where my husband started threatening my life. The Aunties came rushing in and took me away.
That was when I woke up. Lol
Wild dream.
They are long and really traumatizing, though they have some really beautiful parts in them too.
Last night's was that I was at a Home Depot with my kids and my ex husband, ehich, for some reason, I had just remarried the day before. He became awful, telling me that he was literally not going to pay for anything and that the survival of the family was completely up to me. And if I even threatened a divorce, he would immediately instruct him attorney to set forth the worst divorce possible.
Somehow, I fell asleep at the store, started a physical fight with an older man, lost my phone and my pack that had my things in it, and my husband had left with the kids.
I started walking home when my husband showed up and started an argument with me while telling me not to fight in publiv with him. Then we met up with these guys who were upset at the physical altercation with the older man and were threatening me. My husband stepped in and started telling the apparent leader of the group about his times in war where he killed people, which had never happened. The leader became enamored and asked to meet up for more stories.
We walked away and I was upset at the stolen valor my husband was claiming, but we had to go to a wedding party set up by "The Aunties", so we quickly got ready.
The Aunties were three African American women who were older and very well off and connected. They had a lavish dinner for us. The leader of the group of men was there, hanging on every word my husband said. As he was distracted, I told one of the Aunties my problem. She walked away and another Auntie came up and gave me a piece of paper with an attorney to call, saying this was the best that she could do, but was certain he would help. I thanked her gratefully.
Then my husband was taken to the "Honeymoon Sweet" and I was told there would be a blessings ceremony for me.
This was a lovely ritual. Each of the Aunties sat on wooden thrones and said a blessing for me. Then this bunny, white and very fluffy with light pink and blue markings on its head in the a symbol that kept changing appeared. It toched each Auntie with its nose and gave a blessing. Then it was my turn. The bunny gave me a curious regard, then touched its nose to me and I suddenly felt very hopeful, strong and that I would succeed. I thanked the bunny and bowed.
After, I went to the Honeymoon suite where my husband started threatening my life. The Aunties came rushing in and took me away.
That was when I woke up. Lol
Wild dream.
