I had a dream
I spray painted -my name- is cool on the floor of a shared house in Thailand ๐ and was happy with it.
I walked through a street in Liverpool early morning sunrise and recalled a memory of my real life ex meeting me there and I felt so happy and grateful that I got to have somebody love me so much, and I got to have those memories.
I got on a white electric scooter but cooler (not invented yet) and drove through a festival size crowd of people in my jacket and dressing gown, I know very cool ๐ I found myself getting off an old train and seeing a girl I met in dream Thailand, I said hi to her and she fell out with me for some reason.
I was in a shopping centre and a tiktok influencer wanted to talk about what was in my pocket, it was small momentos given by that girl, when I went to tell her the significance she kept doing annoying influencer things and not letting me speak so I said "okay if you're not going to listen I'm leaving" as I felt a bit sad about how this girl fell out with me, the camera guy followed me so I told him to get the fuck away from me because I was mad.
I found myself walking through a tough part of town in my dressing gown eg. People in balaclavas and north face, but I was mad so I didn't really care much.
Its quite interesting as I've recently hit a big milestone in my journey of self acceptance, and this dream really shows internal progress, even if in a funny way ๐ acceptance and reframing of the past and the present, and not being afraid of being disliked.
I walked through a street in Liverpool early morning sunrise and recalled a memory of my real life ex meeting me there and I felt so happy and grateful that I got to have somebody love me so much, and I got to have those memories.
I got on a white electric scooter but cooler (not invented yet) and drove through a festival size crowd of people in my jacket and dressing gown, I know very cool ๐ I found myself getting off an old train and seeing a girl I met in dream Thailand, I said hi to her and she fell out with me for some reason.
I was in a shopping centre and a tiktok influencer wanted to talk about what was in my pocket, it was small momentos given by that girl, when I went to tell her the significance she kept doing annoying influencer things and not letting me speak so I said "okay if you're not going to listen I'm leaving" as I felt a bit sad about how this girl fell out with me, the camera guy followed me so I told him to get the fuck away from me because I was mad.
I found myself walking through a tough part of town in my dressing gown eg. People in balaclavas and north face, but I was mad so I didn't really care much.
Its quite interesting as I've recently hit a big milestone in my journey of self acceptance, and this dream really shows internal progress, even if in a funny way ๐ acceptance and reframing of the past and the present, and not being afraid of being disliked.