Just remembered what happened: the curse.

So long ago around 1368 ad. I agreed to a hypnotism past life regression in which i tell them how everything happened. I did which is probably christianity now. One possible conclusion? In enabling the British through christianity to be created. Which is the deaths robberies and human knowledge destroyed means i acquired a curse. In order to avoid it completely next time faster might give me a 5 minute head start. Is that all its gonna be to be nirvana next time? Heres hoping.
Please take this with a huge grain of salt. Im probably wrong but that was the vision i just had after walking past two of my noticably ethnic offspring by white mothers. Pretty common. So that reminded me of an identical daughter from that lifetime. Then talking to a neighbor about why i 'avoid' my children. The pattern was complete and the vision results. Also fairly common. How to lift the curse? It might be that an equivalent number of my offspring must die as compared to those killed by christianity. It might take 6000 years My kids are predicted to live 2000 and their kids 1000 etc. . Thatd'll be a long standing curse.