Random thoughts at 4am

I find myself pondering what it would be like to not be the one taking the lead. To be nurtured instead of the nurturer. How to set down the armor to be vulnerable instead of the one holding it all together trying to make things better. Is it wrong to not want to be the fixer when it takes equal effort for things to get better? To be the one with the emotional and mental maturity to put in the effort to choose healthy over truama responses. How does one walk away when morals are the only thing standing in the way.

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graceyyy · New

I can relate, I’m sorry you feel that way. It is tiring to quietly keep holding it together.

Anduwu · 26-30, T

@graceyyy it is. You ever feel like you having nothing left to pour from? I have found myself wondering what happens if i just stop trying to be one to make things better or improve anything when problem brought up never get fixed it just makes you the bad guy cause you're the only one putting in any effort to make anything better... problems should be tackled as a team not us vs the other person. I for one personally am exhausted

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