I've been thinking...
I am going to kill myself. Maybe not today, or next week, or even next year. But I can feel it, I will end my life. On my own terms.
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Mordechai · 31-35, M
Tbh you can do anything in life, maybe living in a small village has gotten to you. I couldn't imagine being able to keep living there after 3 years when I did.
I decided to go to Thailand on my own for 2 weeks, I booked a group experience and met some awesome people, and it showed me other ways and possibilities of living. I'm going to travel the world and meet new people and see new places, even if it means living a nomadic lifestyle. I moved to another part of the country all together and I plan to move to Asia or America.
I'm telling you this because I think it's important, you need fresh perspective and to get out of the country, out of the routine that's keeping you in that mindset and feeling. Maybe you don't like life in this country, try another culture.
If you're willing to go to one extreme you may as well try the opposite if you have nothing to lose 🤷 it's a personal journey but it requires you to walk it.
I decided to go to Thailand on my own for 2 weeks, I booked a group experience and met some awesome people, and it showed me other ways and possibilities of living. I'm going to travel the world and meet new people and see new places, even if it means living a nomadic lifestyle. I moved to another part of the country all together and I plan to move to Asia or America.
I'm telling you this because I think it's important, you need fresh perspective and to get out of the country, out of the routine that's keeping you in that mindset and feeling. Maybe you don't like life in this country, try another culture.
If you're willing to go to one extreme you may as well try the opposite if you have nothing to lose 🤷 it's a personal journey but it requires you to walk it.