It's interesting to analyze someone who thinks they're getting over on you.

Maybe that's what this situationship is for, to observe this man be a lying sack of selfish shit. To learn this BS inside and out so I never choose this again. Because my heart isn't broken. I'm not clouded by love or lust.

Just watching him always change the subject back to himself. I could say my leg was chopped off and instead of making sure I'm okay he'd talk about the paper cut he got a week ago. When my mom died he complained that I was sad and not giving him what he needed. He won't be supportive at all. It always comes back to him and his menial gripes. Yet he acts like he's a super man who will always be there for me 🤣🤣

He thinks he's using me. But I'm using him to understand what a piece of shit is.