3rd day of introspection and journaling... way to go for myself!

I'm exhausted, as usual. But I'm thankful and grateful for all the blessings I've got.

Today was so tiresome, but I'm okay...

I forgot some stuff, not grave stuff so I'm not blaming myself much... I'm trying to accept that I'm human and it is okay to forget. As long as it is okay to forget.
But those things need to be dealt with and need to be corrected asap. I am not planning with fire.

I wonder if someone guilt tripped me about them would I feel more upset? Sometimes I question my credibility and authenticity (which is something hard to do if I have to be honest.) And I wonder if the things I feel guilty for are worsened by the remarks of others.
But sometimes nobody notices and I still feel panicked and very upset.

I believe I'm just overthinking and trying to undermine my credibility because this is what my self esteem issues and self depricating thoughts do to me.
But I'd rather talk about it than let it rot inside until it bursts or leads to some dire consequences.

Anyways, I'm okay. Planning to workout a bit before turning in to sleep.
I'm proud of myself today too ❤. I wish this feeling remains and the other shoe won't drop the way I'm expecting it.