daydreaming

I wish I could say I had a crush on this guy but to me it doesn't really seem like a crush probably obsession. I daydream about him and another dude and I can't control it. No matter how much I try to stop myself and tell myself it'll never be true, I just never stop. I don't want to but I do. I should have never put myself through daydreaming ever. Today I saw him, the boy I like/obsess over, I hope that I know now to let him out my mind and I hope he's happy. Nevermind I probably will never let him out my mind because I've seen him with a girl before probably even the same one, and yet I still couldn't stop daydreaming. I literally Hate this. I don't know how but, somebody please help me. I hate myself right now. Also I wouldn't tell because I don't think my friends would care and my mom would kinda just take it too serious, as she should but, I don't want to trouble her with my problems.