You ever reached that point when you aren't suicidal, no, but you start to understand why the idea of your own death just stops becoming scary?

Yes. I'm there. Not in a hurry, but it's fine with me.

Unfortunately, yes.

Yes.

I went even farther and find it to be a comfort.

Yes. There’s something about losing a parent, especially if you were close, that feels on some level like, if there is anything after this, someone who loves you is waiting for you.