Putting thoughts into words and out of my head

I've been feeling progressively worse mentally today. A weird and not positive dream waking me up abruptly wasn't a great start to the day, and it's been a slow decline from there. I feel like a burden on people, like I should just disconnect from people around me and put up as big a wall as possible to keep out a world that I don't seem to fit into. I can feel it all slip out of my grasp and reaching out to keep hold of what little connection I have to others seems to just push it further away. I think I'm just depressed though, which means that it will pass because it always does, I just have to wait it out. But in the meantime I'm going to struggle.

People aren't interested in my stupid nonsense IRL or online, and my connection to SW is even more tenuous than every other connection I have, so maybe it's time to go. I'm only here for compulsion anyway at this point.