Maybe I'm not the problem...
Recently (like today), I have been thinking/wondering if maybe my challenges with interacting with people isn't my doing but instead that people don't really know how to interact with me. I'm not saying that other people are intentionally at fault, but it is surprising that the number of encounters I have always seem to go off track. It just seems the odds of it being all my fault every single time is small and unlikely. While I acknowledge the common denominator is me, it just seems unusual and surprising I could be the sole cause of the problem so many times.
This isn't intended to let myself off the hook. No doubt, there is work I can and need to do. Anyway, it's just something I have been thinking about and I'm like, hmm, I may have tried to take on the full scope of this unnecessarily. I'm just not sure I need to take on the full burden which is exhausting. It's mostly a matter of perspective which helps to lighten the load. And that could be a good thing. It's a wonder.
This isn't intended to let myself off the hook. No doubt, there is work I can and need to do. Anyway, it's just something I have been thinking about and I'm like, hmm, I may have tried to take on the full scope of this unnecessarily. I'm just not sure I need to take on the full burden which is exhausting. It's mostly a matter of perspective which helps to lighten the load. And that could be a good thing. It's a wonder.
