On being alone...
I'm not sure relationships are for me. I think some famous people have caught on to this. Like Nicola Tesla. Nicola Tesla had to divorce and unmarry and said he was never going to have another wife because he's an inventor and the inventors he knows don't have wives because they're putting all that creative energy into their inventions into their art.
The thing is I love doing things alone. I love traveling alone. I guess you can say, I do everything alone. I love going out to eat by myself. Not at night where there's like other people, but just myself or like at a hip cool restaurant. I love it. I love people watching and I love lifting weights by myself because I can bring my own energy to it. No one's going to tell me what to do. Surprisingly, when I'm usually talking to people, I sometimes feel like I'm going into fight or flight mode. I just never feel like I'm on the same page with people. So being alone is just amazing.
Lastly, being around people all the time can suck. I swear when I'm with someone in a (usually failing) attempt to be more social, you always have to cut it like 50/50, or zero-zero really. You have to give up all of your kind of normal stuff, and you have to kind of cut your losses and you have to make adjustments or compromises. And when you're alone, you don't have to do that.
There are so many narcissists in this world. So many psychopaths in this world. Lastly, people are just boring. People can be so boring. It reminds me of a job interview I went on once before getting my current job. After every time I said something, he would say, "Love that." Anytime I answered a question. "Love that." Luckily as it turned out, I didn't get that job because that drove me crazy.
The thing is I love doing things alone. I love traveling alone. I guess you can say, I do everything alone. I love going out to eat by myself. Not at night where there's like other people, but just myself or like at a hip cool restaurant. I love it. I love people watching and I love lifting weights by myself because I can bring my own energy to it. No one's going to tell me what to do. Surprisingly, when I'm usually talking to people, I sometimes feel like I'm going into fight or flight mode. I just never feel like I'm on the same page with people. So being alone is just amazing.
Lastly, being around people all the time can suck. I swear when I'm with someone in a (usually failing) attempt to be more social, you always have to cut it like 50/50, or zero-zero really. You have to give up all of your kind of normal stuff, and you have to kind of cut your losses and you have to make adjustments or compromises. And when you're alone, you don't have to do that.
There are so many narcissists in this world. So many psychopaths in this world. Lastly, people are just boring. People can be so boring. It reminds me of a job interview I went on once before getting my current job. After every time I said something, he would say, "Love that." Anytime I answered a question. "Love that." Luckily as it turned out, I didn't get that job because that drove me crazy.
26-30, M
