Thoughts for the night::::…. …x .

… maybe it’s best that my neighbor isn’t investing more into me… at this point i dont know how much i can invest in him anyways…. Like i have dreams of traveling and at this point i want to be open to seeing new cities and new opportunities; I feel like investing in him will be more of a barrier between me and those goals… I need someone willing to grow With me… not someone I’d have to grow around… back in the day I would have, I had the door open and he was inconsistently in and out of it. We could be amazing. But I’m not living for him anymore. I’m not living for anyone. I’m living for myself… we’ll always have a magical connection unique to us, and if our paths cross naturally I have no problem expressing it ;) ..but a long term thing— I think that ship has sailed. I’m not living one sided…. I have 5 years to put together the life of my dreams