Sharing my thoughts

Christmas went by quickly, spent some time with family which was okay. Didn't get to buy anyone Christmas gifts since I'm struggling financially. Overall it was pretty relaxing. Today I went to donate plasma at the plasma donation center and I got $30 for that. Can't do much with $30 but it's something. Didn't spend any of it even though I told myself I'd spend $10 to put gas in my vehicle. Not sure why I decided to keep the money and not spend it right away like I usually do, if it was any other day I would spend it on drugs.