I forgot how much vodka makes me feel like mush

So I have this thing called closet vodka because if I don't hide it in the closet I will go overboard with it. On really really bad days I pull out the closet vodka and have a drink or two or three. Today I pulled out my closet vodka and I forgot how much it makes me feel like a mushy person on the couch. Hey I could be doing other substances and I have and do but tonight is closet vodka night.