No one to talk to

I have no one to go to. I need comfort. A listening ear. Someone to take my mind of things and I have nothing. Just silence. This really is such a miserable existence. I take my pills, and I know I’m feeling less. Absentminded. Trouble concentrating. Like a numbness. But that’s not enough. Nothing changes. And I really just want to give up. I look at my phone. Nothing. No texts, no are you ok? Nothing. What’s the point?