FreestyleArt · 36-40, M
I use to struggle this. I realize it's temporary. Jesus Christ is eternal and I'm not alone.
Cigarguy101 · 41-45, M
I don't see what I went though as a gift. My childhood was horrible. I lived in fear every time I had I tic I just wanted for my mother to hit me. Or worried she'd take my food away Most of the time she would. I was scared and hungry all the time.
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Cigarguy101 · 41-45, M
@ScreamingFox I do get that and understand what you mean. It's just hard when you've lived it to see it that way.
@Cigarguy101 hun I've been through a mess too, but I definitely don't think it's all worthless. I can look in my son's eyes and know life is a gift.
Cigarguy101 · 41-45, M
@ScreamingFox I don't think my life is worthless. I have 3 amazing kids that are everything to me. I just don't think what I went through as a child made me a better person or helped me become a better person. I think I made things worse. I have bad anxiety, bad OCD and tourette's. I never got the help I needed to help me cope in any way.
BeJeweled · 61-69, F
Exactly. 👍🏻
Lilymoon · F
The little cat tho 🥹
@Lilymoon so tiny lol
@Lilymoon Probably why it’s a skeleton 🤔
It picked the bones dry after it died. Just an a observation of course 💁🏼♂😀
It picked the bones dry after it died. Just an a observation of course 💁🏼♂😀
SinlessOnslaught · M
Do you really believe this?
@SinlessOnslaught Yup. Even my scientific brain has no rational reason, "why"... And I've experienced a lot of death, a lot of harshness and darkness. It's not the fairy tale version of a gift, it's the raw truth that each of us has to face to find and assign the meaning. Something is keeping us alive beyond a cellular level. I may not know what it is, but I don't intend to waste it.
Ferise1 · 46-50, M
Sure😂
There’s no gift, life is a giant unstoppable machine! It’s hell!
There’s no gift, life is a giant unstoppable machine! It’s hell!
@Ferise1 it actually doesn't really matter tbh, it's going to be what you choose
Ferise1 · 46-50, M
@ScreamingFox bla bla
@Ferise1 yup, you are blah