I used to have thoughts, emotions and opinions

I remember a few years ago I used to have things i wanted to express. I had feelings, ideas and thoughts about things. I had the desire to express myself and interact with others.

Now I'm like a soulless body. I have not inclination to express anything. Except for this but only because I put deliberate effort into it; before things used to come more naturally.

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SinlessOnslaught · M

I am like you, I don't feel like I've accomplished anything in life, I own nothing, I know no one. Tbh I haven't moved past all that. But I am managing to find clarity and take small steps every day to improve myself recently. I find that I just needed to recognize that I used to see every situation in life as a cycle, when really, it's all more like a balance. At least, the good stuff is.

I know that's really vague. I don't know your situation. I hope something in here is helpful to you.

cyberdude28 · 31-35, M

@SinlessOnslaught Thanks for sharing 🙏 Balance is a word I haven't heard in a while. Wish you the best. Wish I could snap my fingers and we both would be ok.

I barely provide for myself and I suppose I feel worthless if I am not providing for someone else especially my aging parents. Thankfully I still have both parents.

I would feel worthy and valuable as a man if I can provide for them.

SinlessOnslaught · M

@cyberdude28 I hear you. My parents are very old and I don't know how much longer they can care for themselves while I... well, sort of continue to fail at life tbf.

At least my relationships in general seem to have been improving lately. At least, I hope others see it the same way.

I hope things can improve for you, too.

CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

I can relate to this so much. I feel as if both my soul and brain were sucked out. Sometimes I wonder if it isn't the effect of social media by any chance. Or still being stuck in past where things now just repeat over and over and I can't find a way to a new level.

DanielsASJ · 36-40, M

Welcome to this World. It is what it is. I guess till late 20s, the whole world revolves around us and after 20s,we get to see a bigger picture of the Large world we are a part of.

cyberdude28 · 31-35, M

@DanielsASJ You're not kidding. We get hit with reality.

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