Just thoughts

I'm thinking about leaving again for a bit. I feel so outside of everyone else here, like it's somewhere I no longer fit in. Arguably I never did to begin with, but that could be argued about literally everything I've ever joined in on. I've lately also been feeling not invisible but like I'm just around the place not really doing or interacting much. I suppose there's ways to get in touch with me outside of here, but I doubt there'd be much reason to - those bridges are either burnt or no longer lead anywhere.

Anyway, sorry for rambling. This is just to help me process/organise my thoughts and feelings, so there's no expectations on anyone to bother reading it. Maybe that's one of my issues - I keep expecting (hoping for?) others to validate me.

Sorry again. Stay fresh, meat bags.