been having a lot of thoughts (again) about my future

Since getting back from my trip, i feel even more lost... i got some great insights from people while abroad, but i myself did not find a answer i was looking for. I realized today i need to take a risk and go and try something! Soo, my path to fully see if the military is down to accept me is a go. But if it doesn't happen. i think another big trip should be made. For some reason i keep coming back to the idea of selling most of my possessions and living the vagabond lifestyle and traveling the world. i love the idea and feel it would make me so happy!!