I feel so stale

I don't even know how to explain it. I've been having such a hard time finding a job. Interviews make me so anxious. I literally cannot believe I have been unemployed for two months. My life is so boring right now 😫 I feel so unimportant. I feel like my life is meaningless and that I will never amount to anything. I feel like I should just give up trying and admit to myself I was always destined to have a life like this. Boring, constantly questioning myself, not good at anything.
I'm just so tired. I can't stand seeing the pity and the disappointment in everyone's faces anymore. I just want to rewind time back to when things felt good and right. I don't know if I will ever feel that way again.