i can see your point, i still think you should speak to them, you dont have to drag them into it but having someone there will make you feel better. and it sounds like you truly deserve that

You just need a friend to vent too, I'm here if you need me 😊

I can't... I can't... To push this kind of situation on to someone even the slightest bit is too much. Even onto someone im crushing on. That would be cruel of me. Its best to let this crap run its course. Even if its not the best thing to do.