I Like to Be Alone With My Thoughts Sometimes

Once again im reminded by my drunk asshole of a father that im better off alone. Its inevitable that I end up acting somewhat like him. My brother already acts somewhat like him. Eventually I too will act like him as well. Its times like these im remind myself to take a step back from the few I know. Its hurtfull as there's someone I would like to get close to. Maybe once my role as "gaurd dog" is over maybe I can... shit my thoughts are getting quite hazardous and hurtful.

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SW-User

I can't... I can't... To push this kind of situation on to someone even the slightest bit is too much. Even onto someone im crushing on. That would be cruel of me. Its best to let this crap run its course. Even if its not the best thing to do.