Humiliating experience

You wonder why I don’t want to go to therapy? I tried to talk once and it wasn’t even about anything that deep. But she said “you were assaulted.” And I felt so gross and humiliated that I tried to hide from her eyes and I cried and what did she do? She just kept repeating it. lol. Oh yea that’s the kinda empathy I was looking for. Just a complete joke and I’m stuck going because of the damn meds I’m on. I can’t freaking afford them and the program helps with it so I’m stuck going. I’ve had to tell her to stop way too many times. And I don’t want to talk about anything. And yet I know I need to, but I can’t. Not with her. Gosh I’m almost 30 years old. And I still have no one that gives a shit about me. Dear therapist I heard you the first time