One day when I have the money I will......what about you?

1. Get a face lift
2. Learn how to ride a horse and keep one (i think you have to pay a stable to keep your horse etc)
3. Therapy (NLP and DBT)

I know the RIGHT kind of therapy if you can afford it can be really life changing. I knew someone in school who was struggling with social skills to the point that even I, as an outcast in my school, could not understand her. The parents had her take a year's break from school and she came back as a totally different person, a social butterfly. I couldn't even recognize her. Her body language, the choice of words, everything was different. She looked and sounded well-groomed too. But yeah she was from an insanely rich family. And my parents were always struggling to make end meets. They sent us to school and paid the bills and somehow pushed us up the academic ladder. We achieved so much and yet achieved nothing. Life is so ironic that way.

And I used to be pretty before the trauma finally caught up to me after chasing me for years.