Suicidal Thoughts

Life's alright but I wish it would end soon without hassle.

I might kill myself if I had the courage to do it.

Lately the feeling is more frequent and my hearts a bit hurting.

I don't want anyone to acknowledge my pain or approve my feelings.

But I do thank you for reading this.

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rubyaruba · 18-21, F

wishing you light and love and healing. pleasure cannot exist without pain, so know that happiness is on the other side of whatever pain you don't want to feel. if you don't believe in yourself yet, know that I do and start there. genuinely sending you so much love and prayers

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

For me it comes in waves or if triggered. Had suicidal thoughts tonight, passive ones I might add so not any danger to me or others. It's a way to escape in the mind to think of ending it all. Afterwards I feel relieved. It's weird how it helps to allow those "I caht do this anymore" feelings.

LadyGrace ·

@Queendragonfly @Notsureaboutmyusername
We all do have those feelings. I personally think it's Satan trying to defeat us and bring us personally and permanently, down. He would love for us to give up in defeat, and especially those who may not know Jesus as their Savior, to spend eternity with him in hell. If you need someone to talk to you can always private message me. I love you and I pray you both will be okay and feel much better soon. Prayer really does help. It takes our mind off of negative things and on to Christ to bring peace, joy, and understanding. He said weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning, when we allow him to help us.

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

@LadyGrace I'm suicidal because fucked up things happened because people who are sick do sick things. It's not religious.

LadyGrace ·

@Queendragonfly I understand that honey.

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