I'm not proud to be thinking this way.

I just watched a video on Christine Chubbuck, the news lady who committed suicide live on air in the 70's. She was depressed because her love interest was taken and she hated her job. I saw in the comments, a bunch of people feeling bad for her and saying they're sorry the world failed her.

If I committed suicide because I lost my dream job, can't hold an entry-level job, and have been rejected by literally all my love interests, and have anhedonia, would people say the same about me? Nah, probably not. I don't have that kind of luck. People would just be like, "He felt sorry for himself because he sucked at everything. What a chump." 🙄