What's it like not thinking about killing yourself everyday? I've had suicidal thoughts since I...

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What's it like not thinking about killing yourself everyday?

I've had suicidal thoughts since I was 11 and I'm 44 now. I tried to OD once and often wish I had been successful in that attempt. I've had loads of therapy and different meds but the suicidal ideation is always there. I've often wondered what...

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FreestyleArt · 31-35, M

I think about it all the time over my mistakes.

WeeWeeWeeAllTheWayHome · F

@FreestyleArt I do that too. It's exhausting sometimes.

BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

it's kind of like worrying about the people you care about actually doing it every single day.

I don't but I live with people who want to. I've never known life without suicidal people in my orbit.

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BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

@WeeWeeWeeAllTheWayHome yeah my mom. and i'd be really fucked right now if she went through. Still trying to take care of a fewe things to prepare for life when shes gone.

WeeWeeWeeAllTheWayHome · F

@BetweenKittensandRiots My thoughts are with you. That's really sad.

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Dadbod52 · 56-60, M

We all have a mortality, so when I get up I check and see what’s sore today.

PhoenixPhail · M

I've wondered the same. I've been suicidal since I was 12. I've had therapies for longer than you are old, and the thought of leaving this world is [i]still[/i] predominate. It's not the horrible event most people make it out to be. It's going to be glorious. I'm looking forward to it more than anything.

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