I Lost Someone To Suicide

Thank you for all of the kind responses. I’m past the shocked phase and now remembering how my dad enabled my mom’s drunken abuse of me and my sister, disowned my sister after she came out as trans, put my mom at risk for HIV by having unprotected sex with other men behind her back (edit: even after he was already HIV-positive), and went out of his way to ensure that innocent people would literally have to clean up his stink and his mess after he’d gone.

So now I’m pretty deep into the “fuck that guy” stage of things and thinking this was maybe a lateral move, is what I’m saying.