I Lost Someone To Suicide

I lost my sister almost 6 years ago... I don't remember a day that has gone by that I don't think of her for a moment. It's been hard. So many unanswered questions and feelings... I recently started going to a support group and it helps but I don't really feel like I have made any connections. I know these things aren't to make connections... But it's hard to not want one when the person who you had the strongest connection with... Decided that life was just too painful. It feels like I lost all my friends as well as my best friends... People don't want to talk to me because I either bring them down or I just made it awkward.