I Lost Someone To Suicide

I lost my sister almost 6 years ago... I don't remember a day that has gone by that I don't think of her for a moment. It's been hard. So many unanswered questions and feelings... I recently started going to a support group and it helps but I don't really feel like I have made any connections. I know these things aren't to make connections... But it's hard to not want one when the person who you had the strongest connection with... Decided that life was just too painful. It feels like I lost all my friends as well as my best friends... People don't want to talk to me because I either bring them down or I just made it awkward.

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Adaydreambeliever · 56-60, F

I really don't know how you begin to get over a loss of someone so close.. I can only hope that you find some way to continue

Moregano · 31-35, F

@Adaydreambeliever I'm not suicidal or anything. Just blue most of the time. It hasn't been easy.

Adaydreambeliever · 56-60, F

@MoreganoIt sounds really tough :( I think you know that the sadness is going to be with you a long time.. they say you never forget but that eventually it does get to the point where you can bear it a little easier.