I Lost Someone To Suicide

@Fernie no, just the weight of one's own life.

@lovingdead yeah, I've lost 3 people to suicide..deep depression...could not cope with it all. Heartbreaking to think about the level of pain a person must be in to actually have the courage to end their life

@Fernie agreed, i also like how you say courage, too many people use words like cowardice or weakness.

@lovingdead Yes they do..."selfish" "weak" "cowards" It chaps my ass...I have \had moments in my life when it all seemed too much and I contemplated ending it...I was too scared to go into the unknown

@Fernie just remember there are plenty of people here who will listen if you ever need to talk

@lovingdead that's a lovely thought but I would NEVER talk to faceless strangers about that.

@Fernie well friends then, and some here (though not all) are just friends waiting to happen.

@lovingdead Never happen. I don't look for or want to get involved with anyone online beyond a laugh or a chat or a heated debate. I always handle my own issues by myself and have been very successful at it. Your kind words and thoughts don't escape me though.

@Fernie understood