Being ignored

Sat with family and everyone was looking at something on someone’s phone and laughing and I asked to see it and was ignored
I was laughing with everyone but I didn’t know what that were laughing at
I asked again and got ignored again
I asked again then realised it just wasn’t going to happen.
So now Iv gone quiet
And I feel left out and wish I wasn’t even here.
Because if now I feel stupid for thinking I was part of the group

And even though ov gone a bit quiet
I don’t want them to ask me what’s up and cause a fuss
Because then they will just make me feel worse