I hate my job, i hate who ive become at my job

I hate working where I do. I can tell im not good at what im doing,when i try to do better, i gte treayed kike an idiot for it. I hate the way i am being spoken too,its eating me up inside. I feel stupod for styaing at that job, i feel like all my collegues think im stupid. I make mistakes at work and every week i am spoken to like im an idiot for not grasping simple tasks and instructuons. My collegues are doing well for themseleves, even the intern is doing better than me, and good for them, i just wish i could fond what im good at. I hate that I have no talent in my field. I have to stay for 12 months, i have 6 left, i feel like quitting earlier. I dont want to continue to feel anxious every damn week about what ive done wrong. I dont know why i cant have 1 week where i just do well. Just one at least.

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plungesponge · 41-45, M

Your management sounds toxic. No employee should be in a position they can't do without oversight

urn611024 · 22-25, F

@plungesponge They expect me to just know. And if i dont,they dont take the fall, they laugh and blame me. They speak about me thinking i cant inderstand just cause its a different language.

dancingtongue · 80-89, M

If your supervisor isn't mentoring your, you should seek help from HR about what sort of training/mentoring options are available. Otherwise, even if you may be under contract for another 6 months it is not too early to begin looking at next job opportunities. Never too early to begin planning, and it will help you focus on the future rather than the unpleasant present. And better to have something in hand for the future than have a quit or terminated on your resume.

urn611024 · 22-25, F

@dancingtongue I'll stick it out for the remainder of the 6 months, I know its beter to atleast stay a year at a place. My boss isnt interested training and theres not really an HR where I work, (private company with their own rules), so Ill do what I can. Im going to look for courses to study in the mean time to gain some skills. Thanks for the advice.

Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

I know that feeling

urn611024 · 22-25, F

@Justmeraeagain it sucks but i cant keep feeling like this. Gotta make a plan somehow

Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

@urn611024 have you tried to find another job?
This just might be me, but I'd rather do something I like then have a high salary.
When I was around your age I worked at a daycare and I liked that a lot. It didn't pay a lot, though.
Of course I don't know your full situation

MonaReeves86 · 36-40, F

even private companies have a type of HR

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