Who can i depend on but myself?

I have come to realize life is just a vapor of breath escaped for gentle breezes of pleasure for a moment.
A job is just a slave driver chaining you to an income without possitive atire for tge outcome of bills.
Love is a various plethera of defeat.
Truth is only half a lie so it resognates when its convient for proof.
Im so tired i cant sleep but when i am awak it fails to fall onto my eyes.
I depend souly upon me.