I Pretend I'm Okay

I wake up with a heavy stinging heart,
After last night I was left wondering is it that am just unlucky in love or I just meet the wrong guys.
The fact I don't want to be married don't mean that I don't want love. I want to love and be loved.
I yearn for love, I miss hugs, I crave kisses.
But am just lost and confused.
When our bond seemed to be growing stronger you backed off.
Am hopeless now, I believe that there no love me now.