I Pretend I'm Okay

Being okay is a mean, an average, it never really happens in any single moment, but is a composite, the result of an equation, pretending to be okay hence for me is to the single moment a reflection of an imaginary equation. Plus it avoids fuss, when the fuss of explanation and explication is endeavored, i am met with inner dizziness borne of the labyrinth, hanging half off a precipice which falls infinitely down, which at some point is up from another reference point.