I'm sad as usual.

I've stopped hoping that life will ever change for me.
I've stopped hoping that I'll ever fit in and that people will ever think I'm worthy enough to be their company.
I hate everyone. Everyone is the same. I'm tired. I'm at work and I want to cry. I tried really really hard and yet nothing changed. Everyone left. And I'm still waiting for life to get better. I'm so exhausted trying and trying and trying...I'm so scared for the future. I feel alone.